“You can’t just plan a moment when things get back on track, just as you can’t plan the moment you lose your way in the first place.”— Sarah Dessen, Someone Like You
(via books-n-quotes)
Trying to stay in control of yourself is hard. The warped mentality I am establishing has begun to take affect. Being by myself and the complete lack of control and lack of people knowing what I am doing and basically not eating has me believing that taking control of my life and everything else is better when I have control of my appatite and not eating and losing the weight I want to. Major respect of control people have.
Anxiety is like the background music in horror movies, even if nothing bad is going on, if the music is playing you feel uneasy
